Regarding to my status in FB.

Hw cud you go thru a life when ur very bestfriend is sick and die is the most popular word she has fr nw?

Hw cud you ever go thru a life when you cud see a few capture of life without her by your side whom you always be with?

Hw cud you ever go thru a life when she keeps talking about her late father?
Hw cud you ever go thru a life when she keeps asking whether she wud have another opportunity to go to Bazaar Ramadhan again?

Hw cud you ever go thru a life that is definitely crumbling down?

I will always love you today and frever.
Be strong.
You knw im here love.

I dnt give up on love,i give up on you.

Hi!Its been so long,i knw.Theres a lot to write,bt they just cant come out in words form.So pardon me fr being such.


Sara has moved to Taylors.And Mer is still here.Eiqa and Dayah and me as well.Bt we're nt that close anymore.I dnt write to let you people read my whines.We are still good bt things changed.Bt I cud say Eiqa Dayah and I are holding this one endless rope.InsyaALLAH.


Masa mengubah manusia.





Kadang kadang,i just dnt knw how to write,let alone hw to put a proper end in every post.



So,goodbye and take care,will do.


:)

Tomorrow my number should be called.

Apa yg hilang,xkn dirayu utk kembali.
Apa yg hampir pergi,akn aku biarkan ia terbang tinggi.
Apa yg mmg tak pernah aku miliki,xkn aku cari utk dijadikan hak abadi.




If they hurts,to keep,then i jz dnt hv the ability to make them stay.


Terbang la.
Kau bkn milik aku.
Dari dulu.

So would i be out of the line if i say,I Miss You?

I miss everyone.

Yes,i do.


Everyone wants to ride the limo with you.
Bt at the end of the day,all you ever want is someone who wants to take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.
-Oprah-

To you,got me?

Thanks if you do.



Tmrrw nyte,we cud check the results.
And i firmly believe,i did bad.


So,im praying hard to get a proud result,at least fr me.




This holiday,i am totally have been locked myself in my own house.Other than,being such an educated and refined driver fr my brother and mom is quite chippers me.And oh,abah as well.


IMU && ILY people!

To be wanting.

People xtend to frget their betsfrens,infact org bodoh je yg akn lupa their bestfrens let alone the memories they've been thru.Tp as tyme goes by,everythings change.so do you and i.And by that tyme semua things about hurting each other dulu dulu yg lama simpan popped into the minds and ur inner will drive you to nt being the old one.Saying the new frens are better and all while kdg kdg x pn.

Things happened fr reasons.


Lg lg,distance yg mmg cud do people apart.Pastu when we dnt feel the importance of us to 'em anymore,there is where we wud choose another path and start getting to knw other frens who might replace the old ones.


And the new frens and us happened to get along well.


Its nt about frgetting others.
Its about denying to accept the new me.The new you.



Kdg kdg kita mharapkn matahari,tp Allah turunkn hujan.
Kita sedih.
Tp rupanya,Allah nk hadiahkn kita pelangi yg cukup indah.
Bsyukurlah dengan apa yg kita ada.




Tp the most important thing,dnt wholly blame others,we are human,as well.
And as a human,mistakes are inevitable.



Hey,welcome to being human.
Mistakes?They are part of the package.



And those hurts you caused,
those tears over the absences of yours,
those pains which you just dnt bother to care,
you are incapable to pay me back.




So why distress?

Changes are normal.




There were the days where i wud sit and cry when i happened to think i lost almost everyone.Tp a few minutes after,the tot of 'wud they think of me just like i do nw?' knocked me in.And fr me,they just wont.They've been neglected me fr some period of tyme and they wud never take me as their priority anymore.This was where the new frens came and accepting me the way i am.They gave me some space to be part of em even i am nt identical to em.


Yes i do admit,partially its my fault.



Partially.It might be wholly sometymes.




Smtyms i ask myself,if they really need me,they wud find me.At least,give me a call.Or a text wud do.Bt they never did.If i am the one is drifting away,then why do they never ask me to reverse?


At tymes,i feel like they are laughing at me.




Maybe they deserve a good fren.
And the good friend dsnt verify me.


Bsyukurlah dgn apa yg ada.






And my mom keeps reminding me,
kawan tu mcm burung merpati.


And i think my mom is right.



Im sorry if i ever hurt you people especially my best friends.
I never asked this to happen.
I never saw it coming.



Bt i cud see clearly you people are still being sunny without me.
Maybe my presence might ruin it.


You people are still my bestfriends.
Always have,always will.

Our skin tears away as our memories fade with age.

I miss everyone.

Every single one.

EiqaSaraMermerDayah

NisaAinZatiSitiFadzrulShrekAdibFikreyShiraVeeEcahShaliniShidi

LilEmaFaiqahIekaJNik

&&

Others.








Cud someone guarantee me,that i wud own em till this ends?

Does he pull us all?

For i treasure our frenships.


I cnt afford to lose one of you,its even worse if its both.










Please be hw we are.Nthngs gonna change.Everything will just stay the same as we please.



Plant this in your mind.



And let those tears water 'em so they wud stay,sticking in your mind fr infinity.




I love you both.